Well, the past few weeks have been quite interesting. Relationship stuff, not really and changes, just drama and we were driven to the edge of the cliff, but we keep our footing, but that's not what I'm using my precious time of having a nearby computer to say. I've been living with my father for the last few weeks, it's been really good actually. he's not...crazy like my motjher, we pretty much keep to ourselves. I started taking Focalin, some ADHD med I dont think i really need, but it's only been 2 days so far, so i cant really notice a difference yet. I can't believe i'm taking a brain-messing med, i always told myself i would never do that. But psh i was diagnosed, unofficially of course, by this psychiatrist that i am going to see with minor bipolar and depression. That's just peaches. I'll probably get drugged up on something else, but who knows...if I can be happy again, ill try anything. I've talked for ages with this therapist, we talked about parents, girlfriends, mental issues, fears, the whole shabang, but still I am miserable. My living arerangement has cahnged 3 times in the last month, so it's not situational. So we concluded that it was chemical, but i dont know. I'm just scared that these pills will steal my mind away, and even though it's not that good, I dont want to lose my writing. But, time will tell what kind of drugged-up zombie I shall become, or a functioning human being.
Then, of course, there is a girl. I love my gf oh so much, but I've been talking to a very old friend lately. heh, we went to elementary school together, and we hit it of about 2 weeks ago through facebook. She is an amazing person, sorta hard to push away feelings of romantic sorts away, but I think i can do it. Oh well, time will also tell what will happen then. So much to unfold in the future, so so much.

Eh, sorry to crowd your journal thingy, but I needed to vent.